"fall in rise x doom in blast x downs in ups x low in high"

assalamualaikum.. i heart you.. stay healthy everybody.

January 1, 2015
after a long hiatus..
recap of all the rise x blast x ups x high

somewhere in April, 2014. we had a blast time.. literally, we over-joyous ourselves almost like 'king kong having a party at a dance floor' (new junk idiom) *wadehel are you?*  

joie de vivre (it means 'happiness')

reminiscing the moment. somewhere back in May, 2015. "dear Nisa', #tolongterharubanyak2"  

the chair x the table x the vibe.. remain & preserve well..

end of May, 2014.. i was there with my eyes open x my heart pumps up so fast..

back in Aug, 2014... coup de coeur (idiomatic for crush or represent meaning of romantic feeling).. fefeeling jadik org koreaah.. mcm poyo je..

sending off one of our girls down the aisle.. few singles to go.. *lai.. lai..*

the flower bouquet... the flower bouquet.. the flower bouquet *sigh*

this is only half of us.. we wish the lens could be widen more to fit all of us in.. "dear mr. know-it-all gadget maker, i don't care if it's a fish lens, anaconda lens or whatsoever.. please make it extraordinarily wide for us.." *slap 3 times at face.. crazy..*

it's raya lah!

3 days after my b-day... nov,2014... they do smile beautifully x they are beautiful x keep being beautiful all the time 

steamboat session... it's 'Girls Night Out'

being with her, i am like a useful junk.. thanks to you, I'm good to go with crazy junks now..

back in December, 2014... this is priceless x once in a lifetime experience.. 1 year 4 months 5 days at that time, i was an oocupational therapist.. "Setiap pekerjaan itu haruslah didahului dengan niat kerana Allah Taa'la".. yes i will and always be..

"work hard, play hard"... yes i do and always do.. with rehab specialist & our head of profession back on, we totally feel like 'let's hit the work floor now and enjoy the ride'...

recap of all fall x doom x downs x low
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Literally, i have a lot.. A high impact FALL that caused me bruises all over, having LOW frustration moments that got me tear, lots of feeling DOWN to earth and having an unexpected DOOM at last minute which had impacted on me greatly... when i say it great, it was like PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder)..

Literally, i wish i could say it x i could write it here x i could speak out loud...

Literally, i am not fine after those falls x doom x downs x low times...
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Figuratively, I'm in the midst of recovering x revitalizing x re-setting mind
Figuratively, i believe, these are like a milestone to be a great person..
because..
Figuratively, i believe i am a better person... but i'm not yet a great to be..
Figuratively, i believe that Allah has put me in those FALLS, DOOM, DOWNS, LOW times because He loves me.. He wants me to be in a way better than i am now.. to prepare me into a great person..
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FINALLY,
Figuratively, 2014 was a past.. 2015 is a now.. i'm looking forward this year with expectations and resolutions...

dear you (the reader), the moment u read this post, please be remembered... treasure every single moment that happened in your life... either good or bad, it's all happened for the sake of yourself.. "the fall in rise, the doom in blast, the downs in ups, the low in high" will happen and always happen.. the good often come as (after effect).. and the bad will always be the (cause) that triggered the good..

I Heart You

Assalamualaikum....