bon voyage bee

assalamualaikum fellows... i love you guys inconsiderately and i'm perfectly capable to love you guys deep vein in my heart yo! that's a fact of being who i am...  i am bee a.k.a nabilah (my proudly present registered name ) regardless of anything... hulhulhul (playful grin rite now).. luckily i'm being healthy till now, have been more unconsiderate human being and gettin' more and more mean auntie to my nieces and nephews as unusual after all... hurmmm rite now i juz feel like suffocate out of no reason.... there're so many things that keeps overwhelm me...

yesterday i juz blankly clik on 'yes' to this stuff above... and i barely think wut happen nex... in my mind juz appearing this thought 

"owh, gladly i knew this early... i should be prepare then... hulhulhul.... bodily prepared.. mentally prepared... materially prepared... blah blah blah prepared...." 

and today.... one fine mid-day.... while i was preparing for my bed... to lay on my eyes in a very well prepared sweet dream (oh gosh, fasting month is the best month ever where i enjoy my nap to the max...) i juz happen to see another thrill stuff shown above..... i was not even relieve yet with the news yesterday.. and yet another one arrived and thrill me for second... and i was so *&^%^#@ (i'm not crapping or cursing here... juz wanna relay my another blank state of mind)..... 

so exactly what i am thinking were....

- well bee... u should please this news ... ur first choice is about to come true bebeh (hail to myself.. i wrote Selangor my first choice)

- well bee... Selangor is a big state... take note that... u should be wholly prepared for another thrill news if by mean u'r send out somewhere in selangor... (i'm about to go crazy juz to think it the whole day.... please i need a miracle now... miracle please...)

- well bee... u should aware, working means being serious.. have u already arranged things to bring as a preparation??? notes gettin' ready yet??? ur attire??? (oh man!!! i'm so so so not into packing, preparation, arrangement mood now...)

- well bee... u r officially no longer available to receive angpow for raya... r u aware of that??? u'r finally a working woman... and u r positively and surely capable of giving angpow to the kids now... u got that salary now... (i'm juz getting anxious out of nowhere now..)

- well bee.... basically... u r a grown up girl... currently having a transition to being a grown up woman... get ur head straight up.... 

- well bee.... bon voyage bee....

btw i'm bee, the owner of this piece who eagerly wanna say 'BON VOYAGE' to everyone.... 

assalamualaikum....